Friday, March 11, 2011

I HATE March 11th (I know, hate is a strong word, but it's true!)

Then March 11th came...Blake had a  hour and a half seizure that just wouldn't stop.  I was picking Daniel up from school and we were rushed to the hospital via ambulance, begged God for it to stop and it just wouldn't stop.  It was terrifying.  Finally it stopped, but from that point Blake slowly lost all of his abilities.  There is nothing worse than watching your child go backwards.  We tried everything.  Here is Blake and I in a Hyperbaric Oxygen chamber trying to heal his brain.





Sadly, this is Blake 2-1/2 months later at his 2nd birthday.  I had so many plans for a fun party for Blake, but he couldn't even hold his head up.  Devastating.
That is why I HATE March 11th.  It was one of the worst days of my life.  Oh how I long to see his beautiful smile again.  Thank goodness I have so many beautiful photos of Blake smiling.